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{{ Sunday, May 07, 2006

At 12am sharp today, after a night of wondering how is HE, he called and asked me to meet him. FINALLY!!!

Immediately got changed and went to Golden Landmark Hotel to meet him. Where I had place a room reservation with.

Room was not what I expected. The exterior looks old. But the interior, it was rather presentable I must say.

He came with a packet of twisties, a bar of chocolate, a bottle of coke and 7 up, and not forgetting, a bottle of Henessy. The killer bottle.

Wanted to order Room Service. BUT, their Room Service is not 24-hours!!! Can you believe it!!!

Proceed to drinking. And it only took half a cup of Henessy mixed with 7 up and coke continuously to make me feel the room spinning 45 degrees. It was that bad. In the end, he gulped down the remaining amount of Henessy, 7 up and coke!!! Plus the amount of beer and alcohol and liquor he drank earlier on, it would be a miracle if he did not get drunk.

Said something, made me cry. Yes, I did swear to him that I will cry no more for him. But I did it again last night. He was talking about his family. And I have found out much more about them.

He too, cried.

He said something which makes me want to talk back. But I found no energy to talk at all. Or rather, I was too upset. And seeing him in that state just makes me weak. Let's just say, if I was given a chance to prove myself to be a good daughter-in-law, would this be happening now? I was not given the chance at all. NEVER!!!

He fell asleep after talking for God knows how long. Me? Was left there with a headache. Slept and wake up many times because of the headache. Miserable!!!

He was suppose to be awake at 8.30am to head to Johor Bahru. But, he told me he did not even realised the alarm rang and there was the wake-up call which he asked for. All was heard by me only. I did not want to wake him up after seeing how drunk and aslept he was.

We woke up at 11.30pm, called the Reception to extand our check-out time till 2pm. Then slept for another hour, till his sister called him.

Snuggled in the bed for a little while more, before going to bathe and have our meal.

With both of us still having the hang-over, feeling giddy and headache, I went to do the check-out and he went to his car.

Just before he drove off, he vommitted a total of 3 times!!! All was the plain water which he has just drunk earlier before leaving the room, according to him that is.

Had lunch at Little India. Just ate a little bit and we were full already. Did not dare to eat too much and had not much appetite to eat as well.

Parted from there. He went to Johor Bahru and me, home.

Even till now, the thought of having alcohol, beer or liquor just makes me feeling like vommitting.


{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
6:20 PM